My Greatest Wish Now

My birthday is in July. Some people [friends, relatives, acquaintances] who remember it’s in July but not the exact day have contacted me to congratulate me and give me their best wishes.

I don’t like birthdays. Anyway, it’s good to be remembered. I love my friends and family.

Though, the thing I want more now nobody has wished to me.

I wish I could disappear for a long while. Stop contact with everybody I love [friends, family, etc] and travel somewhere far, far away, where nobody could find me. Some place where I don’t know anybody and nobody knows me. Some place I can’t even read the signs, a totally different language. Then I could experience what real freedom is. There’s no real freedom while heart is stuck and involved to other people. I wouldn’t stay there forever. Maybe a year would be enough or even too long, I don’t know. It’s something I’ve never experienced in my life and I wish I could go for it right now. Just me. On my own.

Maybe in the near future. Maybe.

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2 Comments »

  1. Joanne Said:

    I understand yet I don’t think freedom comes by isolation. to me it comes from within. You are free to do what you wish, go were you wish and choose the path of your life. It is good to get away we all need to do this from time to time yet the reason isn’t to isolate ourselves just recoop.
    I really hope you find what you need and yes, you should do what you think is best. Just keep in mind that those who love you are your greatest strength

  2. mimulus Said:

    Hey, Joanne! Yes, I agree those who love me are my strength. It would be just temporary. I’ve never experienced this. I believe it would do me good for a while.
    Thanks for dropping by.


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